How much I wish to continue the exciting journey with Microsoft Education Network (Program); this year I decided to rest. I did not submitted my “renewal” for the program; and that’s just wicked!
There’s a lot of things going on with this life, and this was unexpected.
Since day 1, I never thought that I will be partnered with Microsoft for so many years; and for sure this decision was not taken lightly as well. The real reason why I did not submit it, was, I’m really fatigue.. Fatigue to even login to the portal and fill in the required information.
If only I have the necessary motivation and support by the relevant people, within close proximity and the ministry itself, I might push myself harder. For so many years, I always felt alone. Lone ranger they said. My vision is what CHM School currently have; but sadly the knowledge and experience I have given by Microsoft and educators all over the world was only for me to keep and practice.
Honestly, I’m not doing well with work too. Double roles is not easy. Being a teacher in the morning and being a student at night; while you force yourself to sleep in the afternoon – while some days you can’t fall asleep at that hours. I’m sadly 30% in school; I can’t arrives to school early too. It’s just too hard to wake. Should I whine to others about this? Should I ask the close proximity to pity me and give me less work? What will you do if you were me? Everyone is busy with their lives too.
While I’m no a MIEE for 2018-2019, that doesn’t mean I’m no longer a Microsoft Educator. I will always be a Microsoft Educator – I pledge and will always use Microsoft Education tools as my no.1 partner in Teaching and always making it as my student partners in their learning too.
For now, excuse me while I be a little bit selfish to achieve my dream. There’s plenty had been scarified and I’m sure there’s more to come. Will definitely be a better educator once this night classes comes to end.