“I really don’t know what I want to do with my future?” I literally said that during our random talk in one of my night class discussion. My lecturer thinks it would be suitable for me to do ICT consultancy. Well, ICT consultancy is something that have crossed my mind recently too.

While most of my friends have figured out what they want to be, and settled with both their career and family, I’m still figuring out many things.

I like being a teacher, but somehow, I find myself bouncing back to the needs to wish to work somewhere else. I’m sure I don’t want to teach in primary school forever. I’ve also experienced working in the office for few months, and I’m not feeling it either. I do want to teach at higher education; but will it give me a sense of endless contentment?

I’ve thought about it for many years and it has been something that I would be able to do. I would like to work in an orphanage. I have this inkling since my teen era. However, I do wish to volunteer it or work it outside this country. It feels like Vietnam and South Korea is the best place to start.

I’ve read a lot about orphanage, but I never get to express it. I do have few books on orphanage, the stories are touching and moving. Thus, I would like to manage orphanage and hopefully do great. I vision to create an holistic approach of it, learning to sustain life independently with discipline and value; educating children with enough resources and progression toward happy life like many other children. In summary, I like the idea to care of them, but in the same time I wish to educate them – Oh yes, I do know how to teach 🙂 .

I read few institutions if not many in South Korea treat orphan insitituion as business centre. I do not know if this is true, but I’m sure they have reasons for it too. It may be done to cover the operational cost and expenses of running the institution. In the end, I do hope the goals and reasons is the for the best interest for the kids.

This dream is not for tomorrow nor in a year or two. I’ll try to make it happen someday. Personally, helping out, caring for the needs are so fulfilling. It would be awesome to earn money while doing the things you love to do. I want to do it full-time not seasonal work.